it’s 2:30 AM and I am up.
I am so sleepy but just can’t sleep. I’m seeing Tom later today and I am both excited and nervous…..I dug my own hole, jumped a few steps ahead of me causing me to be in a difficult position. As I have said before Tom is head over heals in love with me, I asked him if he would like to be my boyfriend two weeks ago and now I have decided to just reject him (what kind of person does that?!?!?) I do dearly love him but we are such good friends I just don’t want to ruin it, I want to date him but then I don’t…WTH IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! I guess we shall see how tomorrow goes…I am actually getting a hang of this blog thing and I enjoy just coming home and writing up the things I have done in my day, rather than just checking my Facebook page, seeing who has commented on my status, liked my photos or decided it was time to de-friend me. The only people who are really important to me are my family and my friends who actually give a crap and keep in contact by other means of communication, like whatsapp or skype. I’ve learnt that at least 80% of people on my friends list on Facebook don’t give a crap about me and what I do, so whats the point? I’ld much rather have people whom I don’t know read my blog and comment if they want. I am not here to try and get likes or comments or a high stats, I am here to write about me, what I do, what I love and keep it as a note to myself, something to remind me what I did last Saturday, something to look back to, a memory. I am so happy with myself keeping up this whole month, I hope to write up more interesting things that will be coming in the following months.
Anyways, had pasta for dinner and made some flapjacks..they were good but turned out crumbs….
sleep now, night night