I’m really enjoying being able to write often, maybe it’s just the fact that procrastination seems to be my best friend right now and I am not doing what I should be doing – coursework. I don’t know what it is, I just don’t have the motivation to start. I have these big ideas in my head of what I want to do in the future but I won’t get there without a good degree. I came to university to give myself a second change because I did fail my last two year of school, I did a rather poor job. I would say i’m more of a social person and not very book smart. People say I am intelligent but I don’t know where they even get that from.
Regardless, if I didn’t manage to get myself in university I wouldn’t be where I am today. I’ve experienced so many great things, learned, failed, struggled and worked my way up. Trust me, if you met me before I came to Britain you would be surprised. I sounded like a complete yank and my confidence was on the floor, I was too scared to leave my room, too scared of getting lost in London and just a meek, innocent, inexperienced girl from Hong Kong.
Now, when I look back at this I realize how idiotic it is to be procrastinating. Why give up when you’re so close to finishing? Why give up when you’ve struggled so badly to get to this point? Pull yourself together Paisley! I need to find that balance between work life and personal life. Plus my time management is atrocious. What the hell is wrong with me!
I’ve already promised myself to work out the balance as it is important now and it will be very important later. I need to be more organised with my time, plan things accordingly and not think about everything in one go and stress myself out. hmm.
If you have any tips on how to motivate yourself or how to be better organised with time, let me know in the comments below!
rant over. have a magnificent day!